life as a soldier is getting boring as the days go by. you slp freaking early at arnd 2130hrs and you wake up freaking early 0515hrs. u do chin up everytime before meals. u do stupid warm ups followed by a 10mins basic exercises in the morning.i find no meaning in that man.for the past week.i had 3 soc run downs in the morning.its shagged.as usual i cant clear swing trainers maybe caos im too tall :x. according to my sgt. lucky i wasnt the only TALL one who cant clear. the tallest guy in my coy who is 1.92cm cant clear too hehe. after that you will march off to lunch not without doing chin ups. the food there sucks. tasteless and they always serve chicken for every meal everyday.after lunch u will have lessons till dinnertime which you have to do chin ups again before you can eat.after dinner my section has to do night physical training before the time is truly ours. its rountine till you feel numb bout the whole proces..everyday you jus hope it will pass by quickly. the yearn to get out of army life is unanimous throughout my platoon except for the regulars who has signed on.

on wed. we had compass course which is conducted at a place behind our camp. to my surprise. echo coy frm ocs is having the same exercise as us. met up with my platoon mates frm falcon and we chatted. life there isnt any better than us if not worse. 3 weeks confinement is hell. no time to enjoy a proper meal. endless lectures where u cant even close your eyes for a sec. mus stay awake throughout. at least 3km run every morning. its insane and madness. haha my platoonmates all were down frm fever.

i wonder if things are gonna turn out fine in the end. when im low. i need some comfort and i will always thought of you to give me that source of encouragement. but you couldnt give me any so i have to find myself. you always keep your deepest thoughts to yourself and when i sense you have smth to say or express, you denied and tried to change the subj. it makes me anxious. wondering if i have done anyting wrong. i want you to tell me every little details. be it jus a pssing thoughts or some senseless things. i dont want you to keep it to yourself. it makes me feel so distant from you. i will be really really glad to listen. at least i know wad your thinking and stuffs. things will be of different dimension when you go to uni.till then more things will be beyond our control. but for now lets jus keep it this way. it isnt demanding is it?

samuel
150487
dunman high tjc
a little pessimistic
bored bout life


to be able to backpack
listening to music
having fun under the sun
cycling
playin piano n vln
toying with my thoughts
thinkin bout u


In the confusion, and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes







adelene
shara
andy
esther
xinhui
kayan


February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008


images; deviantart
brushes; none
fonts; dafont
designed; j-wen